Fran at Eternity Road has an essay about abolishing the death penalty. Read it first, or what follows won't make sense. While I agree with the vast majority of what Fran has written, there was one thing that gave me pause and indeed, such statements always give me pause:
Killing a man is a dreadful business. Few persons have the stomach for it, even when that man has killed before and is striving with all his might to kill them.
Is this really true? I can't imagine that I would even blink twice if I had to shoot someone who was trying to kill me. If they were trying to harm my children or my husband, forget it. I wouldn't even hesitate. I realize the difference between a defensive action and a job of executing people with whom one has no history or violent connection. That would be a gruesome business, indeed. Even so, if the person being executed was a child killer, for instance, I can see myself flipping that switch with relative ease and sleeping like a baby that evening.
Whatever the issues with being an official executioner, I still find it very hard to believe that when one's life is threatened it's fatally difficult or even weighs heavily on the conscience when the alternatives are considered and parsed. I say that as one who has never been in that position, so other's experience could perhaps negate what my gut tells me, but as often as I've heard about this regret and remorse and unwillingness to act, I just don't quite believe it.
Thoughts?